Shadows and Sunshine: What Metaphors Reveal About Aging with HIV

Through this publication we explore the metaphors people shared when speaking about the uncertainty of living with HIV.

Abstract: Using narrative inquiry, the researchers interviewed 5 older adults on 5 occasions over a period of 3.5 years about their experiences of aging with HIV. The participants’ stories were analyzed for metaphors. Individual metaphors reveal a complex, unique struggle: living between tensions of uncertainty and hope, facing death and living in the moment, and suffering hurt amidst the joys of evolving identity. The tensions are fluid, although time and life experience facilitate a shift towards reconciliation. An overarching metaphor across this group of survivors is shadows and sunshine: to survive and live in a fragile state, balancing multiple shadows such as stigma and side effects with joyful experiences of support and belonging. The findings suggest that when nurses invite stories of life experience and listen for language used, they build compassion and gain understanding of what support is most needed to honour the personhood of older adults who are HIV-positive.

Reference: Beuthin, R., Sheilds, L., & Bruce, A. (2014). Shadows and Sunshine: What Metaphors Reveal About Aging with HIV. The Canadian Journal of Nursing Research = Revue Canadienne De Recherche En Sciences Infirmieres, 46(3), 6-25. doi:10.1177/084456211404600302

Stories of Liminality: Living with Life-threatening Illness

In this publication, we examine the  liminal experiences of living with the uncertainty of life-threatening illness.

Purpose: The purpose of the study is to examine liminal experiences of living with the uncertainty of life-threatening illness. Increasing numbers of people with life-threatening illness live in-between the promise of treatment and the threat of recurrence or progression of disease, and yet this experience is not well understood. Design: A narrative inquiry methodology within a constructionist frame was used. Method: Semistructured in-depth interviews were conducted with 32 participants from three populations of interest: (a) 10 people living with cancer, (b) 13 people with chronic renal disease, and (c) 9 people living with HIV/AIDS. Findings: An overarching theme of “pervasive liminality” and four narratives are identified: storying into fear(lessness), being alive but not living; knowing and not knowing, and the (in)visibility of disease. Conclusions: Over time, living with a life-threatening illness produces complex and paradoxical experiences that do not easily fit within familiar categories of experience. Findings highlight pervasive liminal experiences as in-between narratives that are neither problematic nor need to be resolved, and endure over time.

Reference: Bruce, A., Sheilds, L., Molzahn, A., Beuthin, R., Schick-Makaroff, K., & Shermak, S. (2014). Stories of Liminality: Living with Life-threatening Illness. Journal of Holistic Nursing, 32(1), 35-43.

Exploring Narrative Analyses and Dissemination: Re-stor(y)ing Life within Life-threatening Illness Symposium

Our team presented at the Qualitative Health Research Conference in Victoria, BC.  The symposium began with a an arts-based presentation that shared people’s experiences of living with life threatening illness, followed by exploring metaphors of HIV and ended with some of considerations for knowledge translation.

Exploring Narrative Analyses and Dissemination: Re-stor(y)ing Life within Life-threatening Illness 

Symposium

Chair:Anita Molzahn,

Introduction: Increasing numbers of people with serious illness live in-between the promise of treatment and the threat of recurrence or progression of disease and yet this experience is not well understood. A better understanding of these liminal experiences is important for developing meaningful supports and resources to improve quality of life for people living with cancer, end-stage renal disease and HIV. This symposium will focus on mixed analytic and dissemination approaches within narrative inquiry. Drawing on findings from a narrative study exploring how people living with life-threatening illness story and re-stor(y) their lives, the symposium will present: 1) narratives of keeping secrets using métissage; 2) describe how metaphor may illuminate stories of aging with HIV; and 3) explore the space between data analysis and Abstract, Symposium 575 dissemination using an array of knowledge translation strategies. Creative and innovative analytic and dissemination strategies to share stories of living with life-threatening illness will be discussed.

Presentation #1: Keeping Secrets: A Métissage of Living with Life-Threatening Illness

Anne Bruce, Laurene Sheilds and Rosanne Beuthin

In Canadian society, living with a life-threatening health condition can be troublesome. For some patients, communicating openly and directly about their illness comes easily, while for others fear of disclosure keeps them silent. In this paper we discuss findings from a narrative study examining the nature of keeping secrets in the context of health and illness. These findings are part of a larger project studying how people living with life-threatening illnesses story and re-story their lives. A narrative approach drawing on Frank’s (2010) socio-narratology and Reissman’s (2008) inductive approaches were used. Semi-structured in-depth interviews were conducted with 32 participants representing three disease populations of interest: (a) 10 people living with cancer, (b) 14 with end-stage renal disease, and (c) 8 people living with HIV/AIDS. Using the metaphor of a double-edged sword we explore the importance of orientating to secrecy as a social practice that cuts both ways through three metonymic narratives of: connecting-and-isolating, protectingand-harming, and empowering-and-imprisoning. To bring the richness of narrative forward, we weave a ‘métissage’ approach for disseminating findings. Métissage uses performativity that lets stories breath (Frank, 2010), having others bear witness to the challenges people with life-threatening illnesses face when withholding and revealing about their illness. Using métissage as a performative methodology of narrative research, we create stories of similarity and difference, where narrators and listeners enter stories that play with particular themes and yet as metonymies refuse to be allied with any one.

Presentation #2: Metaphors of Aging with HIV

Rosanne Beuthin and Laurene Sheilds

The second presentation in the symposium focuses on metaphors embedded in the stories of older adults living with HIV, and how metaphors help illuminate often hidden meaning. The success of antiretroviral treatment has enabled persons with HIV to survive to age 50 and beyond. By 2015 approximately half of adults with HIV in the USA will be 50 and older. While HIV may be more manageable with medications, to age with HIV is not without challenges and the implications of this extended life expectancy are only beginning to be fully understood. For this reason, the graying of HIV is considered a new crisis. Metaphors have a powerful influence on how an individual tells of and lives their illness. They have the ability to shape, constrain, expose, liberate, or illuminate how one actually experiences the disease itself and their own person. Narrative inquiry was used to examine metaphors within the stories of five older adults living with HIV for at least 10 years. This presentation will offer a balance between description and interpretation, and highlight a Abstract, Symposium 576 shift in metaphors of aging within this population over the past three decades. Often it is the case that health care providers do not listen for, hear, or understand metaphors as a means to support wellness, yet an increased understanding of the role of metaphors used by adults aging with HIV can generate insights inspire and improve care.

Presentaion #3: Knowledge Translation in Action: The Space Between Analysis and Dissemination

Laurene Sheilds, Anne Bruce and  Rosanne Beuthin

The final presentation in the symposium will explore the tensions between qualitative analysis and knowledge dissemination through examining a range of knowledge translation (KT) resources. Data analysis and dissemination of findings are often described as distinct or sequential processes, however, our narrative research team has used the knowledge translation process to further our analytic skills and to explore how knowledge translation also illuminates the stories we tell. Based on narrative interviews with 32 participants conducted over a three-year period, including representational symbols of illness, findings from the project will presented through sharing a range of KT strategies. These innovative resources include web-based approaches (vignettes with participant voice overs), community brochures using aesthetically pleasing images and narrative quotations, and symbolic images with poetic renderings. The contribution of creative and innovative arts and web-based strategies will be discussed in relation to the analytic process of narrative research. While evaluation research on the impact of these arts-based strategies is needed, these strategies have benefits in guiding and focusing the process of analysis itself as well as in offering accessible and evocative platforms for nursing research.

Pointers and Pearls for Arts-based Approaches to KT

In addition to our symposium at the Qualitative Health Research Conference,  our also presented on Arts-based approaches to KT from our Re-Story study.

Abstract:  Creative platforms for disseminating nursing research hold untapped potential. In this presentation we share insights and challenges using arts-based approaches to bring research into public spaces. We draw on lessons learned from a narrative study of how people story and re-stor(y) their lives when living with chronic kidney disease, cancer, or HIV. Key considerations will be specified for researchers interested in developing art exhibits or web-based photographic vignettes to disseminate research findings. Pragmatic pointers from a recent art exhibit using 16 large format photographs of symbols displayed alongside brief text panels or music clips will be shared. Poetic renderings based on participants’ words were used to convey meanings and the multiple ways of sharing illness experience. Through symbols and narratives, we displayed knowledge of life-threatening illness in diverse venues including an art gallery, hospital, and government building. In addition, web-based vignettes with open access for the public were created https://www.uvic.ca/hsd/illnessnarratives  Three areas of practical concerns will be highlighted for researchers interested in using arts-based approaches: ethical considerations; curatorial and technical support; and recommended resources.

Reference: Bruce, A. and Sheilds, L. (2014) Pointers and pearls for arts-based approaches to KT.  Qualitative Health Research Conference. Victoria, BC. October 21-23, 2014.

Three presentations from our first study

Following are three presentations from our first study  where people shared their experiences of living with HIV, cancer and renal disease.  People were asked to share symbols that represented living with a life-limiting illness.  The first presentation explores peoples experience of living_with_chronic_kidney_disease, the second  offers narratives_of_life_limiting_illness and the third focuses on storying_and_re-storying_life_limiting_illness

Symbolic Representations of Living with Chronic Kidney Disease

In this article we share stories of symbols that represent the experiences of individuals living with chronic kidney disease.

Abstract: Visual or aesthetic data can contribute to understanding experiences that may not be able to be fully understood through spoken or written words. This article describes stories of symbols that represent the experiences of individuals living with chronic kidney disease. Symbols included both objects (i.e., a family photograph) and intangible representations (i.e., apiece of music) that were chosen because they innately held meaning to the person. Descriptive themes of the symbols included hopes and inspirations, reflections on “who I am,” and confrontations of illness. Participants’ expressions through symbols were further described through the use of stories of memories, emotions, and poetic devices. We contend that symbols convey aspects of experience that cannot easily be translated into oral expression.

Reference: Schick Makaroff, K., Sheilds, L., & Molzahn, A.E. (2013). Symbolic Representations of Living with Chronic Kidney Disease. Nephrology Nursing Journal, 40(6), 517 – 530.

Stories of Chronic Kidney Disease: Listening for the Unsayable

The aim of this paper is to explore individuals’ stories of chronic kidney disease, particularly those aspects of experience that are difficult to discuss using language (i.e. unsayable).

Abstract:  Chronic kidney disease (CKD) is frequently described as a chronic illness. It is also a life-threatening illness, although this is rarely discussed. When people with CKD face declining kidney function, they need technological assistance to extend life. Many people receiving treatment will also die within 5 years. The experience of living with CKD is often difficult to articulate, and little is known about the aspects of this illness that are often ineffable, difficult to discuss, or beyond words. The purpose of this dissertation is to present four papers in which I investigate the concept of the unsayable and illuminate how this concept may be helpful in exploring individuals’ stories of living with CKD. Located in social constructionism, this narrative research explores the unsayable aspects of experience for people living with CKD as portrayed through their stories and symbols. In the first paper, I present a concept analysis of the unsayable and I define the unsayable as that which is not expressed yet alluded to through language and may be conscious or unconscious. Although the unsayable is intertwined with language, it also transcends articulation. In the second paper, I offer a qualitative meta-synthesis and I show how people with kidney failure have experienced restricted freedom that brings about distant connection, dependent autonomy, abnormal normalcy, and uncertain hope. In the third paper, I present a narrative inquiry using secondary analysis of 46 interviews conducted over 3 years with 14 people living with CKD. Narrative expressions of the unsayable include the following: living with death, embodied experiences that were difficult to language, that which was unthinkable, unknowable mystery, and that which was untold / unheard. Lastly, I offer a narrative visual analysis of symbols that represent living with CKD for 13 participants. Descriptive themes of the symbols include hopes and inspirations, reflections on ?who I am,? and confrontations of illness. Participants’ expressions through symbols are described through stories of memories, emotions, and poetic devices. Consideration of the unsayable may offer insights for nurses who work to support individuals and promote quality of life for those living with this chronic and life-threatening illness.

Reference: Schick Makaroff, K., Sheilds, L., & Molzahn, A. (2013). Stories of Chronic Kidney Disease: Listening for the Unsayable. Journal of Advanced Nursing, 69(12), 2644-2653. doi: 10.1111/jan.12149. PMID: 23594086.

Lessons Learned about Art-Based Approaches for Disseminating Knowledge

In this paper we discuss some of the key lessons we learned in organizing an art exhibit and other forms of art-based approaches to communicating narratives.

Abstract:

Aim: To present a case example of using an arts-based approach and the development of an art exhibit to disseminate research findings from a narrative research study.

Background: Once a study has been completed, the final step of dissemination of findings is crucial. In this paper, we explore the benefits of bringing nursing research into public spaces using an arts-based approach.

Data Sources: Findings from a qualitative narrative study exploring experiences of living with life-threatening illnesses.

Review Methods: Semi-structured in-depth interviews were conducted with 32 participants living with cancer, chronic renal disease, or HIV/AIDS. Participants were invited to share a symbol representing their experience of living with life-threatening illness and the meaning it held for them.

Discussion: The exhibit conveyed experiences of how people story and re-story their lives when living with chronic kidney disease, cancer or HIV. Photographic images of symbolic representations of study participants’ experiences and poetic narratives from their stories were exhibited in a public art gallery. The theoretical underpinning of arts-based approaches and the lessons learned in creating an art exhibit from research findings are explored.

Conclusion: Creative art forms for research and disseminating knowledge offer new ways of understanding and knowing that are under-used in nursing.

Implication for Practice/ Research: Arts-based approaches make visible patients’ experiences that are often left unarticulated or hidden. Creative dissemination approaches such as art exhibits can promote insight and new ways of knowing that communicate nursing research to both public and professional audiences.

Reference: Bruce, A., Makaroff, K. L. S., Sheilds, L., Beuthin, R., Molzahn, A., & Shermak, S. (2013). Lessons Learned about Art-Based Approaches for Disseminating Knowledge. Nurse Researcher, 21(1), 23-28.

The unsayable: A concept analysis

One of the members our research team, Kara Schick-Makaroff has published her concept analysis on the unsayable found.  The conclusion of the resulting paper, emphasizes that “although literature on the unsayable has been developed primarily outside the discipline of nursing, exploration of the concept within nursing may assist nurses to consider situations and experiences that are challenging, elusive, and perhaps impossible for patients to language while living amid illness“.

 

Abstract: 

Aim: To report an analysis of the concept of the unsayable.

Background: Within nursing, there is recognition that not all experiences of illness can be fully voiced and therefore may be unsayable. However, focus has been on that which is sayable, those experiences that can be communicated through language, leaving the unsayable unexamined. There is little examination of the meaning or relevance of the concept for nursing practice.

Data Sources: The literature search was not limited by date and includes English, peer-reviewed texts in the databases CINAHL, Web of Science, and PsychINFO from 1959-2011.

Design: Rodgers’ method of evolutionary concept analysis was used.

Review Methods: References were read and analyzed according to surrogate terms, related concepts, attributes, antecedents, and consequences.

Results: Three surrogate terms, one related concept, four attributes, four antecedents, and two consequences were identified in this concept analysis. Based on this analysis, the unsayable refers to what is not expressed yet alluded to through language and may be conscious or unconscious. The meaning of this concept differs substantially between psychology and nursing.

Conclusion: Although literature on the unsayable has been developed primarily outside the discipline of nursing, exploration of the concept within nursing may assist nurses to consider situations and experiences that are challenging, elusive, and perhaps impossible for patients to language while living amid illness.

Reference: Schick-Makaroff, K. (2013). The unsayable: A concept analysis. Journal of Advanced Nursing, 69(2), 481-492. doi: 10.1111/j.1365-2648.2012.06083.x. PMID: 22765505

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/22765505

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/228329620_The_unsayable_A_concept_analysis