If I Wake Up Still Breathing

there’s bad and good

and a lot’s happened

when I was 16  I ran away

didn’t finish my education

ended up on the streets

doing all kinds of things

                                

I lost my kids

three girls and a boy

that saddens me – my son’s now 17

and he doesn’t even know how to skip a rock

got my first fishing rod and reel at 33

been hooked ever since

I love fishing

it takes the worries

we’re Cree

they call us “the people who crossed the mountains”

I’m Aboriginal, I’m a woman

and I live with this HIV

got a long-term support group

bills are paid, home and stable partner

if I wake up in the morning and I’m still breathing

then all is good

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